My bestfriend of 6 years got together with my ex (we broke up 7 months ago) and after all the times she conforted me when I was sad about my relationship, all the memories we shared together, all the love i gave her, she still betrayed me. She did this behind my back and I found out because my ex told me. Im lowkey depressed, I cant believe this happened and from the two people i loved the most. I ended in good terms with my ex because we felt it was more of a friendship than anything romantic. anyways, im the one wanting them back after all they did. I heard them talking that i was toxic and that I was jealous of them. It broke me. That is not true and they lie to keep their relationship safe. They had sex without me knowing anything and now they are a couple, Why am I the one searching for closure when Im the victim on this? Please help I cant with this sadness