Marked nsfw cause idk, drunk n shit.
I just had a Christmas party for work and it was lovely but I haven’t had this much to drink in literal years and I don’t think I’ve realised how much sadness I’ve been holding in. Like I was on hormones for a few months two years ago but my parents realised and I stopped but since then I’ve kinda just felt like why am I not on hormones like I feel like I’m just wasting time. I know it’s never too late to transition, but I’m just sad I’m not currently on hormones and look so much like a man. Idk I think I just needed to vent. Maybe I’ll delete this later, but anyways love you all and you’re all beautiful. <3
Have a good night and be safe during the heatwave <3
Oh and sidenote, hollow Night is hard but even harder drunk
Hollow Knight is hard and being drunk definitely doesn't make it easier lmao I hope you have a good night and that this new year is good to you 💜 You're right that it's never too late but may this year be yours for positive change and growth towards who you want to be ✨️
If you're able to drink I'm assuming you're an adult. Doctors aren't allowed to tell your parents anything once you're over 14 unless you specifically consent to it. If possible you could consider restarting HRT. Plenty of trans women also "boy mode" until they feel ready.
If you have any reasons to hold back due to safety tho, that's totally fair enough. I don't think I could've started while I was still under my parents roof, I started a bit later but HOLY MOLY it's doing a lot more than I thought it would at my age.
Regardless, sending big hugs 🫂🫂 Stay strong girlie!
baby do it in secret if u can good luck xx
I'm planning to start hormones in a few weeks after thinking about for 4 years. I'm excited! You deserve it too