The past month or so, I have been having these weird "black out" moments. I'm having conversations with people, but don't remember them. I'm doing things that my bf will point out and question why I did it, with no recollection of doing it, and I'm really struggling with it.

Little backstory, I started smoking weed at 19, very minimally (once or twice a month), until I was 20 and met someone who smoked all the time to function. After seeing how much they smoke, I became like that too. At 22, I stopped smoking as much, only after work until bed time. Mind you, I've had a crap memory since I started smoking, but would eventually remember what I did or said a bit later on.

Ever since I started having these black out moments, I decided to quit smoking cannabis (going onto my third week now). I figured it would be tied to my smoking, so I quit (amongst other reasons, I am also 26 now) and I have been doing really well. I wasn't having the blackouts anymore, until today..

My partner and I went to the store to get some food items. Normally he will open the car door for me, let me in, then give me the food, which I normally put in the back seat, or in my lap (depending on how much is there). When we got back home, I thought he put the food in the trunk as I don't remember him giving me the food at all, so I got really confused. He swears on his life that he gave me the food and I found it in the backseat, behind his seat. I also have a 4 or 5 sided cheese grater in which I only ever use two of the sides, usually only one, but he swears there was an incident where I used one side that I absolutely hate using as it is an annoyance to clean afterwards. It's been weeks since the cheese grater incident, and I still have no memory. I am genuinely very confused.

Little more back story: since I was 10-12 years old, I have questioned having D.I.D (Dissociative Identity Disorder, previously known as Multiple Personality Disorder) but haven't been able to see a psych to get a proper diagnosis. I have friends with D.I.D who also think I have it, my current and past partners have always said that they think I do as well. So now I am just really confused. I just need a little advice, has anyone else ever experienced anything like this before?

Thanks Reddit.