but i'm also at the same time consumed by jealousy. my father didn't give a shit about about me or about his family. He ws never a provider or a protecter. i had to fight the bear all alone since i was a little girl and now i'm the bad man that keeps the bad men at the door.
My dad fucking hated my guts but he loved my cousin (aka my abuser) so much he called her his "kindred spirit"
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i'm sorry girl :( i was always too similar to my dad for him to like me very much. daddy's little cursed reflection of his own shortcomings
He's just a moid, stop caring what they think.
Same! My father just wasn't interested in being a parent to me. Nothing I ever did impressed him he's a wanker!
The bastard forgot to send me a card or even an email for my birthday a couple of months ago. My sister and I are waiting for him to snuff it so we get our inheritance.
Only rational response so far.
I’m so sorry you had to go through that OP. I know how you feel and I relate to it a lot.. My dad abused me for years and tried to kill me when he found out I left Islam. I’m as far from the stereotype of the daughter who loves her father as one could possibly get. I wouldn’t piss on that man if he was on fire
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Im sorry hear that hope you're okay. I'm glad I was a implanted. I never got to see my father or even meet him.
Which means my father was never there Which feels grate sometimes. But hope you're okay.
Oof I wish I could've lived a life where I never met my father. Sometimes when I was little I used to hope that he just wouldn't come home one day or that he'd just dissapear and never return. I just wanted anything to escape the non-stop abuse and fear. Growing up with him meant constantly being so afraid to the point of tears because I had no clue if today would be the day he barges into my room and starts breaking things and shouting or not. There was no way to ever know.
I'm doing better now though. I haven't spoken to him in a long time and I'm low contact with my mother too. Some days I forget he exists and other days the memories can be overwhelming but I'm at least away from it now which makes it easier to process my childhood and what I went through.
I hope you're doing okay too <3
mine was actually a protector who turned on me. got sent to the actual grippy sock jail and he has no remorse nor regret for his wrong doing. they turn on you the moment you start showing that you are not perfect as they thought you were.
it takes a real man to make a daughter feel safe and loved
Its def hard work. An effort most men dont want to put into. We are on our own😔
This is why I am skeptical of moids who have children.
Wanting a moids attention is sad. Grow up.