Ok but if you are having hallucinations, tell your doctor. This is coming from someone that also has hallucinations... please get your mental health in check immediately. You don't want it to get worse and go unchecked.
Ignore shitty adults that try to manipulate you into their cash grab.
You're at a pretty rough age, but trust me, even if it feels like an eternity while you're in it, the time does pass and things get much better when you get your independence. In the meantime, maybe try and find something to take up more of your free time. And don't forget to unplug from the internet once in a while. Things are much worse on here than they are in daily life. The internet attracts all the loudest people.
Don’t despair. Why would a god give us free will only to punish us for exercising it? And don’t let them gaslight you into believing you need god. They need him because they are weak, not strong willed like you are.
Second this! I’ve had very similar experiences until I heard that the more you tell yourself not to think about something, the more you will see it around you and the stronger those delusions become. Or in my case, the more you build it up in your own head by obsessively thinking about God or trying to figure it out/have an answer, the harder it will become to find that answer. Also like the phenomenon where once you buy a car/have your own car you start to see that same model car everywhere around you. Or if you think about red flowers you’ll start to notice red flowers in places you’d never noticed before. Our minds have a lot more power than we give them credit for.
I still struggle with the thought of demons and evil presences (I don’t get hallucinations but I have a very intense imagination) but I have noticed the less power I give them, the less scared I feel and the less I start to think about it. I read a reddit comment saying something along the lines of “why are you scared/feeling guilty for leaving/betraying a God that you don’t believe in? that really helped change my perspective on things but it took time, and most importantly patience and grace with myself. You don’t need to try figure it out right now and like others are saying, please GET HELP!!!! Talk to people you trust and a professional if possible. You’re not alone in your thoughts or feelings xx
Oh yeah, i had a similar experience, though nobody really shamed me for it. Maybe try to avoid that content. You could search up a new kind of content (Maybe food) to drown it out. And just take a break every once in a while from all the negativity
Ok but if you are having hallucinations, tell your doctor. This is coming from someone that also has hallucinations... please get your mental health in check immediately. You don't want it to get worse and go unchecked.
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If your parents are refusing to get you help, it’s time to call CPS on them for medical neglect.
What’s so bad about hallucinations? They’re just images
Ignore shitty adults that try to manipulate you into their cash grab.
You're at a pretty rough age, but trust me, even if it feels like an eternity while you're in it, the time does pass and things get much better when you get your independence. In the meantime, maybe try and find something to take up more of your free time. And don't forget to unplug from the internet once in a while. Things are much worse on here than they are in daily life. The internet attracts all the loudest people.
Take care, you'll make it. 😊
I'm sorry that you were put through this indoctrination into a lie and it's causing you pain now.
If it helps, many of us have been through it and it gets easier. It is a slow process but it gets better over time.
And congrats on seeing through the lies.
Don’t despair. Why would a god give us free will only to punish us for exercising it? And don’t let them gaslight you into believing you need god. They need him because they are weak, not strong willed like you are.
It’s not Jesus talking to you - it’s your own mental health
You are creating those voices from your own mind
Second this! I’ve had very similar experiences until I heard that the more you tell yourself not to think about something, the more you will see it around you and the stronger those delusions become. Or in my case, the more you build it up in your own head by obsessively thinking about God or trying to figure it out/have an answer, the harder it will become to find that answer. Also like the phenomenon where once you buy a car/have your own car you start to see that same model car everywhere around you. Or if you think about red flowers you’ll start to notice red flowers in places you’d never noticed before. Our minds have a lot more power than we give them credit for.
I still struggle with the thought of demons and evil presences (I don’t get hallucinations but I have a very intense imagination) but I have noticed the less power I give them, the less scared I feel and the less I start to think about it. I read a reddit comment saying something along the lines of “why are you scared/feeling guilty for leaving/betraying a God that you don’t believe in? that really helped change my perspective on things but it took time, and most importantly patience and grace with myself. You don’t need to try figure it out right now and like others are saying, please GET HELP!!!! Talk to people you trust and a professional if possible. You’re not alone in your thoughts or feelings xx
Oh yeah, i had a similar experience, though nobody really shamed me for it. Maybe try to avoid that content. You could search up a new kind of content (Maybe food) to drown it out. And just take a break every once in a while from all the negativity