I'm the same. Had a good run for a while, have definitely fallen off the wagon. I keep saying after the holidays i will get back on track. I hate how fickle being in control is. I hate that days and weeks of progress can be seemingly wiped out by binges. And i especially hate that all it takes for that is a sudden chsnge in my thinking. If i can't control a simple yhing like lifting my hand to my mouth, what hope do I have for the rest of my faculties?
During sober moments I've had feelings that are... terrifying to say the least. Just keep in mind that what you're feeling is temporary, it WILL pass, your mind is healing.
You won’t always feel the way you do right now. You got this
we got dis buddy
Hey, your body is healing every second that passes. You are making me and every cell in your body proud of you.
I'm the same. Had a good run for a while, have definitely fallen off the wagon. I keep saying after the holidays i will get back on track. I hate how fickle being in control is. I hate that days and weeks of progress can be seemingly wiped out by binges. And i especially hate that all it takes for that is a sudden chsnge in my thinking. If i can't control a simple yhing like lifting my hand to my mouth, what hope do I have for the rest of my faculties?
I can definitely relate to this..
I feel that. We're here. What are you up to?
During sober moments I've had feelings that are... terrifying to say the least. Just keep in mind that what you're feeling is temporary, it WILL pass, your mind is healing.
Are you okay friend? I'm praying for you