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  • im so sorry :(

  • I live with this anxiety every day. Some mornings I feel steady, other nights I spiral over numbers and small mistakes. Today I changed my site and panicked after feeling a bump, then searched stories and scared myself more. I know most of this heals with time, but my mind never rests. Writing this is how I breathe. If you understand, thank you.

  • Hold on in there” try to ask your doctor to refer you to a endocrinologist “ask the endocrinologist for a i nsulin pump to pump insulin for you

    doctors and endocrinologist told me about the pump then i said i wasnt sure then i said i was sure and kept me from the pump even canceling my pump to say waiting for your herbs to cure you “

    Or find people on youtube google ilet insulin pump to pump insulin for you then ask them where to go if endocrinologists or doctors will not let you have the insulin pump tell them there is a lady who almost lost her legs to not enough insulin “

    And leave them a message or chat message how you can receive a insulin pump or google diabetic specialists to help people with diabetes and your city and state & have a consultation with them to get you the insulin ilet pump to pump insulin for you say it doesnt have to he ilet brand and ask for a smaller needle “ pump needle “ hope this helps also library has free books free movies 2025 and free music cds ask the librarian how to find books music cds and movies dollar store has popcorn and soda or juice and or water

    Until you receive the pump eat food with water only ocasional milk or nut milk rice milk ok no soda no juice just water ir cold water or teas and no sugar or warm tea from a kettle room temlerature and melt 1 tablespoon of honey on a large pitcher fill all the way up with water “ with the tea inside 1 tablespoon of honey if your blood sugars go up no honey no sugar just tea water “ hope this helps “

    wake up earl y go to work then after work goto library dollar store order groceries online pick up groceries leave yourself sticky notes in car “

    return home eat tv dinner shower pjs and sleep set alarm early morning and put dirty dishes in dishwasher sort dirty clothes towels

    sheets blankets wash 1 load a day dry 1 load a day and to listen to music cd watch a movie morning take shower put clothes on and go to work mow lawn then shower and work clothes sincerely denna

    let me know how everything is p/s cards puzzles fire pit outside smoker to smoke meat while you sleep pork shoulder beef shoulder lamb shoulder smoke over night “ prime rib “ in a outdoor smoker “ low and slow youtube recipes how to “