please help me... im begging, yesterday, i just smoked weed after a 4 day break, and this is when i feel like the loop may have started or i noticed it. I went to go smoke with my coworker, and after i smoked i got intense devaju on the ride home. as i enter my neighbourhood it was the same exact sequence of events that played out. even the music on my radio playing. cars driving and parked. I entered my house went to scroll my phone and had the same fyp ive already seen in the same sequence if events. texts i got same time i did in this past day. same everything played out. today i went to hangout with my partner, and my homeboy. (which i already did in a past day but now devaju hitting) i did this, and guess what...? i smoked. i didn't start noticing the patterns until afterwards. same lisences plates, same mood from my partner, not a good one. same arguments, same literally every movement and sentence ever. it all just happens so subconsciously i can't even control what i do. in the car, my homeboy saying the exact same sentences, literally everything felt like a script. like im in the truman show. this isn't my first time thinking im repeating the same day and getting dejavu. i now know i am.
i notice every little detail... from lighting to time to cars to roads... buildings.. everything... i have already lived today dude.
I have a huge relationship and worship to time, disrespecting and disobeying the messages it sent out to me... maybe my punishment was being stuck in a timeloop
Yes i sound insane, but just bro please believe me i need help.
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Hello friend. I don’t think you in a time loop. First let’s take a couple of deep breaths and chill. Life is good. Do you mind if I DM you? See already out of the time loop somewhere new. Now let’s we see if we can work the problem. I recently had a very similar situation and I’m Very new to trying to understand what’s going on with myself but happy to talk if you’d like.
Of course
Can you elaborate further on what you mean exactly by you gas huge relationship and worship to time, I'm asking to better understand this in the entirety
Hey bud, I just saw your post because Tuckerthedog dm’d me about something different in a different thread, and saw he was new to the community, so checked out his comments recently. I’m new to this one now and may be late to the dilemma at hand, but here’s my two cents. I have to say the first thing I thought about after reading your post is that the universe or universal consciousness that I think we all share and are apart of is a loop and when your consciousness is not evolving which to say means changing and growing it defaults to a stagnation or sorts where time slips into a realm of unconscious actions and daily patterns that do seem like a time loop. My advise is change the pattern. There’s no way this will keep happening if you zig instead of constantly zagging if you catch my drift. I’m not saying to quit smoking pot but maybe give it a rest and let new experiences emerge by going outside your comfort zone for a bit. I think you will see crazy doors with opportunities you are missing open up and is maybe why the universe is basically telling you to get off your baked merry go round of time messing with your present state of existence.