Guys, I'm going to get a PS5, I'm not that excited because it's going to be more for my brother than for me, because he's kind of selfish or something, normally he thinks that 90% of what comes home is his and that he knows everything, for example my mom is already paying around R$3800 for a PS5 and a controller and he wants to buy a new case to customize with one of his games, which would void the warranty, could ruin the console and I'm going to try to stop him because the one who's going to get screwed isn't him, it's my mom, and he doesn't help our mom (my mom is the same as his) and I do things without complaining, without making people wait and I'm the one who complains the least, he's the complete opposite

But it's not exactly about that, it's that I'll be able to play War Thunder, and that in my head, War Thunder is for femboys and boykissers and also that I'm thinking of asking a boy from my school out or something, he must be 1 year younger than me Or two, but he's cute and adorable, and he's very handsome, and I've wanted to ask him out for a while, but I don't know if I should because I don't understand social relationships very well (I have autism and I've never understood that) and I honestly don't see myself with a boyfriend or girlfriend or a child or anything, maybe some kind of temporary relationship and stuff, but I like BLs (I've never read them but I like the art when it's two boys) and I wanted to experience something like that, but I don't know, this same brother I mentioned at the beginning is quite homophobic, everyone in my house is a little bit, but he messes with my phone and when I started seeing femboys on Instagram he took my phone and talked to my mom and literally said "I'm not going to be that faggot's brother" or something like that, it's been almost a year, and he's not nice, he's quite annoying, at least my other brothers are more chill. The second image is by my brother, and the first one is of happiness.