I wish I could go back in time to 2018. Everything was fine and in balance. I was in control of sexuality. Then an internal lid opened and combined with autism it is worse. Friends were alive too.
Does anyone on here wish they could reset their consciousness by time travelling? If so, how could it be accomplished? I hear all sorts of theories but I fear it is not possible.
I would give anything to go back to that time.
I am sorry you have lost people who were special to you and I wish I could make it hurt a little bit less, but it honestly does get easier with time and it's human nature wishing you could go back in time and even at 44 I still have moments where I wish I could go back to the time where the people who meant the most were still here, but in time the hurt doesn't hurt like it did and you remember the good times more than the hurt.
In regards to being gay it's a lot to deal with and I went through the battle in my head before I came out many years ago and it's one of the hardest things that I have had to do in my life and there is no guide book on what you should do or feel, but it was the best thing I done and it was a journey but one that has been exciting and I know it's hard but you have got this and there is nothing to be ashamed of in being gay.
Have you considered talking to your GP and telling them how you are feeling and maybe getting a bit of help and support and it is something I have had to do many times throughout my life and I am glad I did get the extra support when I needed it the most and you might find talking to your GP will really help. But I wish you all the best of luck and please look after yourself and try and be kind to yourself and remember things will get better.
I want to go back to 2018 and I want to live a heterosexual life.
It really might be an idea to go and see your GP and explain all this and get a bit of support as you really sound like you are struggling and I am sorry you feel like that about your sexuality and it is a difficult thing to go through, but it really isn't anything to be ashamed about.
I want to go back to 2018.
Maybe call 111 and see if you can get a bit of help and talk to someone who is medically trained to give you some support and tell them everything you have said in your post. Take care of yourself
Why can't it be 2018 again.
This is a very human want, it’s why there is so much fiction out there about time travel. I lost someone very dear to me a few years ago and went deep on the science of time travel.
It’s okay to day dream, but be careful of this becoming something you’re hyper focused on.
I feel like dying. I wish it was 2018 and I don't want to be queer.
2018 please.