Ever since I crossed into the 400s, the struggles have really been starting to show and make my life at work so much harder than it should. For context, I work at a retail job that requires me to move around a decent bit. Although I don’t move around as much as I’m supposed to, my boss seems to like me and usually puts me on cashier duty for almost the whole day. Even then, this is still hard on my joints. My feet are always on fire holding up my body that doesn’t seem to ever stop growing. I probably need to ask my boss for a chair to sit in at this point. The stares and looks I get from customers throughout the day range from concern to flat out disgust. I don’t care though. In fact, deep down I love it 😖
Those times where I have to move around a bit more are the worst tbh. For starters bending over to the lower shelves is impossible almost. I have to either ask for help or lower my entire body on the floor, and then struggle to get back up, making my massive body wobble and jiggle like crazy lmao. My shirt is a 4xl but it still rides up and threatens to show everyone my belly, my jeans are so tight that they hurt to move around in. I constantly need to size up even though my gain has slowed down a bit. When I started working here I was around 340ish, now I’m around 416 pounds. At least my boss accommodates me so well, makes me wonder if they are into fat people lmao.
Just wanted to share that bit of info as I try to navigate life in this growing flabby body. At the end of the day, it is nothing short of a turn on and honestly makes me want to get even bigger 😵💫
You need to update your wardrobe. Why hinder yourself because you are wearing clothing made for someone a hundred pounds lighter than you?
Fair point but I don’t make much money as it is, the money I do make goes to food as you can imagine lmao. I just bought these clothes like 2 months ago too 😵💫
At least update the pants to where you can wear them like high-waisted
I’ll keep that in mind 🤍
Omg hehe I love that feeling:3 I’m like 240 but I just have bad joints and bad feet (I’m also pretty short lol so I’m definitely chonky:3) I secretly love it when my joints hurt a bit it keeps getting worse bit by bit and every time I feel more like a helpless addict and try to over eat more:>
It’s so crazy bc I was able to run and be overall active as hell just a few years ago. Now I can barely stand for just a few hours at my job. Let alone bending over and getting on my knees. Deep down I am very much loving the transformation 😵💫
Oh yeah even a little wieght or a short transformation can feel like a hell of a change and I love it:3 I was 210 a few years back so still chubby but now like 2 years and like 30lbs later I can hear and feel my knee’s cracking even when I’m not standing due to just my wieght let alone the chairs I felt small in that I’m now able to fill up easily:3 the arm wrests press against my love handles and I love it hehe:>
That sounds like such a hot transformation. Sounds like your body is slowly filling out real nicely. Any growth is a welcome change! I have a bariatric chair in my office myself and I’d love to get even too big for that 😵💫
Damn I totally get this. I got too big to do an active job a few years ago and experienced the exact same deep down desires about how much bigger I wanted to get. Suuuuch a turn on. I’m now even struggling with going into my office to work, and yet I am gaining again 🤭
Sounds like you and me are in the same boat 😵💫 I eventually would like an office job myself but honestly at the rate I’m growing I might even struggle with that too. Nothing wrong with letting yourself go even more 🤭
I know right?! I can’t wait to get so big I have no other choice but to work from home