yesterday, me and my girlfriend broke up, over something small. I wish I could go back and not say the stuff I said. I messed up again :((

It's brought back a lot of the stuff I've been trying to get rid of, like hurting myself, and trying to kms.

I'm so stupid. it's taken something out of me, I don't know how to explain it.

It was online, we never met in person.

I still love them :((((

I want to curl into a ball and hide in my cupboard.