I still feel the lingering emptiness from my unexpected period (2 weeks ago which lasted 14 days) and I’m just sad. I feel this creeping femininity too. Like I look like a girl even though I generally pass. I just want it to go away but all my methods to release emotion were taken from me because they were unhealthy. I don’t know what to do. Whenever I say I want to relapse people just say “don’t do that” like no way. I can’t i don’t have the option to but that doesn’t help
I use exercise or skating to help me along with music. Hope everything gets better man.