My disability hearing for mental illness is coming up on Tuesday. I've decided that if I get denied again, it's over. I'm killing myself that day.

My whole life has been nothing but anxiety, depression, CPTSD, and suspected autism. I never got any help for these things because everyone was always on the "suck it up" mentality. Medications work for sometime and then just decide not to anymore.

I can't keep living life like this. I am a result of two people having x minutes of fun, and I'm a fuckup. Life isn't for me, and neither is freedom.

I'm telling everyone I know that they have 2 months to say whatever they need to, and if they don't, then it's forever hold your peace. I'm done suffering.