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I am not allowed to talk about it. Not only do I not have consent from the spirit/s in question, I have explicit instructions to not talk about it in public spaces.

Because of that, I actually feel a little wary ab out truthfulness when people throw out their lengthy vaguely erotica posts. But then, I suppose some spirits are more liberal with having their intimate encounters shared online. But I got an explicit "absolutely not" for kissing and telling and contributing to fantastic wank fodder. So I guess that's what I can contribute for "what is it truly like"... it's private. Akin to sharing nudes or sexy stories of a human. And it wasn't me who decided on that limit.

I have not personally done anything special to make it happen, as far as I am concerned. I did not attempt to court the supernatural in this fashion, I was not the one to initiate it. It was for a reason other than pleasure seeking, a lesson on the path I am on that taught me some useful things. I am not presently "godspoused" and was not attempting to get laid, as it were.

But I don't believe everyone who shares their wildly erotic stories are crazy. I just believe that some are writing fantasy material. Obviously the temperament of spirits varies wildly. If the entities you've been flirting with don't seem interested in reciprocation, there are many others, and many other ways. What lesson is there to learn in the denial you have experienced? What lesson is there to learn in how it builds up energy within you? What can you do with that energy?

Godspouse here. For a fertility god even, and I was cautioned not to discuss juicy sexual details at all. With no one, in public or private. So yeah sexual stuff happens in the astral and I can say that much, but no specific details. Having observed the godspousing community for several years, I do think some people are getting off on either talking about it or imagining it, and there's a fair bit of FOMO too. Curiosity is a thing. But despite my deity asking me to make public content about godspousing, to educate and assist those who need it, I still must keep the details of our sex life private. Honestly this is it. I get the need to roleplay for some people but I really don't think they consider the hidden cost of those who read their fantasy and are naive or in a bad place or really sensitive or who just take things more literally. They blame themselves for not having the same experiences and then just get in response: well just stop comparing and ground yourself! Can you imagine the number it does on practitioners? Managing expectations is already hard in a spiritual space and I just wish some people would stop using it as a LARP space bc it's not harmless. I can personally attest it's affected my own practice and I'm not proud of it (and I work heavily with Asmodeus).

This is a great point. I would just add that it's also very easy to relate legitimate, grounded experiences in ways that can greatly mislead people who are reading with a different set of assumptions and associations.

Hmm, how do I tell you this.

I've had many demonic sexual encounters. This has manifested in different ways. The first time it happened I was in veneration to my beloved Nuit, as the divine feminine expression of infinity, the sky that hosts the stars.

I was in the middle of a huge path working, that exposed the shadow side of my sexuality. Seeking healing for some dysfunctional behaviors that were causing shame and suffering.

Lying in bed at night, meditation and breathing I became enveloped in pink light. Kundalini energy rose up through my spine and I started feeling aroused. I stated to feel lips kissing me all over until I became erect. My breathing became heavy and I started to tingle all over like the beginning of a climax. Then i felt distinct sensation physically of sex, penetrative sex with each pulse taking me higher and higher until I exploded In orgasm and became pink sparkling light intertwined in the Astral realm with embrace.

Over the next weeks she taught me how to breathe and meditate to reach orgasm without touching myself just pure mental.

Working with Samael, during invocation I became like a sexual God. My partner everytime we had sex, she would say things like "you are like an angel" this never happens. We would have sex 5 or 6 times a day, long erotic and intimate sex. Orgasming every time, both of us. Stamina, passion, and control. The feeling is indescribable.

With Na'amah, who is a goddess of pleasure, similar thing. Definitely more sensual and less masculine in its feeling. Just lying on my back in bed with Namah will pulse pleasure over my whole body. Better than the best extasy, better than any drug. Just pure pleasure like a multi-day long climax that's smooth and controlled and feels infinite. Same thing my wife will just feel aroused around me and we will have sex for hours without ever feeling like we are exhausted. We feel like we are rejuvenated and have to actually stop ourselfs.

That's my short summary, but almost always working with demons has been sexual in nature for me.

I experimented a lot with this. They can make it very pleasurable. The orgasms can be mind shattering. They can stimulate your mind and body, depending on how deep the connection goes. I can say sex with a demon feels like having sex with another person in the mind. Often body too. It gives the bonding feel, the after sex glow with a partner. And that is why they do it.

It depends on how deep the connection goes. Some spirits are not that interested. But some...

Depends on how far you want to go, but some can set up elaborate bdsm games for you and turn your life into a scene.

For me, I think it is normal when bonding with a demon. I found out they can stimulate any part of your body, and there is common ground in themes it can be very helpful as a tool for working and motivation from there.

Yeah..thanks for sharing. That sounds try amazing and remarkable. I wish I could experience this too. I’ve tried and like..it doesn’t seem like the reciprocate or want to do that either me unfortunately.. I’ve had small rushes or “orgasmic” sort of energy but like..not really much of anything fulfilling or long lasting. I guess some of your are just truly fucking lucky, lol.

Lucky? I don't see having a sexual relationship with a god or spirit as being particularly auspicious. If anything it can be the opposite: a demanding spiritual path that requires sacrifice and upends your comfortable theology. Look, I don't think this is about the sex okay? It's not about the pleasure or the bragging rights of doing it with a god. I am even a godspouse, and I'm telling you sex gets used often as a tool for opening the soul and causing spiritual transformation. Yes there are people who claim to be godspouses, yet only talk about how great the sex is... and say nothing about any deep spiritual growth. I question the depth of their practices, because that's not my experience. You can have any opinion you want about those folks too. But just know that for some of us, getting sexual with a god of spirit isn't lucky. It's not a thing to be sought. It's being caught in the teeth of intense devotion, with all the spiritual upheaval that entails. Maybe you are lucky it hasn't happened to you.

Our body has a hard time telling the difference between imagined and experienced reality. So if you're able to feel the presence of a disembodied being then you're able to feel a physical connection with it as well.

Very true..well I’ve definitely felt hmm..spiritual cuddles or sensations before.. or even like “hands” being placed on my body so.. I’m just idk sometimes I’m just like am I just fkn crazy or like.. but then I hear about all these other ..”extravagant” sort of experiences from others and I’m just like.. Are they really experiencing that level or is this just some fantasy