first off thank y'all for being so supportive and giving really good advice!!

i had a couple of drinks they took like about an hour or two to really kick in and the first thing i noticed was the tiles were all moving and they looked like amoebas. i kept switching between feeling really euphoric or really nihilistic and i couldn't stop looping or get my head off certain topics it definitely made me think alot about good and evil and art and religion and machines??? i took a shower about two hours after i started tripping because i threw up and it felt completely renewing as if i were washing parts of my life away and when i focused on the tiles i saw thousands of cat faces looking at me. i had been tripping with my girlfriend because I didn't want to try it alone and looking at her while tripping made me fall more in live with every detail of her face. she reminded me of a jade statue and i felt extremely connected to her and felt that simply being in her presence was more fulfilling than any drug or material possession could make me feel. i also played music most of the time, and listening to my favorite songs was such an insane experience because everything sounded new and fantastical. after i started to come down i started to feel extremely relaxed but not quite tired, and my girlfriend and i finally went to bed at about 4 am and woke up at 5pm 😭

n i saw a clip of ishowspeed while i was peaking and it was actually the funniest shit ive ever seen i almost choked laughing 😭😭😭