The three little graybies go back to the shelter on Wednesday. Whether they get to come back again after being fixed is up to you guys. Thank you all so much.
If I had not lost my shit completely once I was finally in safe housing again, it would have looked like this a couple months after I moved in, and you all would have gotten to see Harpo picking up stuffies from all over the place.
I now know that kind of psychotic break is actually fairly common among people who have lived for a long time under conditions of extreme stress, like homelessness, domestic violence, or war, once they reach safety. There comes a point where the pressure is the only thing that is holding you together, so once the pressure is finally gone, you fly all to pieces.
As someone whose spouse suffers from c-PTSD after 22 years of neglect and abuse, you are absolutely right. They didn’t fall apart until after we had lived together for several years, and it was a cascade. Still picking up the pieces but the glue keeps disappearing…
yeah, well, there's a reason they call it 'losing', it's not like you let it go on purpose, it just ran off. bummer! how SO not helpful! but Harpo and the others loved/love you no matter what! believe me, thinking about 'what could have been just steals joy from NOW.
"the cruelest prison is the one we build for ourselves out of fear and regret." - Warehouse 13
I'm here and helping every chance I get! Its small right now but hoping to contribute more to seeing your vision of the future successful! HARPO'S MOM DESERVES PEACE AND Happiness!
I hope you realize even on your bad days Rain, that you still matter. Every moment is a chance for cards to turn in your favor and it's hard to turn them over some days....I know it's hard to want to get up and keep trying. I don't always want to but until nature itself stops me I'll keep trying even when it hurts because if I don't it will make all the people who did believe in me, all the furry hearts I've loved who are waiting for me, I feel like I would be letting them down by not trying to take one more step. Maybe that's just me but....I hope it helps you know their are so many hands and paws holding you up Rain! WE WANT THE BEST FOR YOU!
Omg you don’t know how happy your posts make me every time I see them! First with Harpo and now the babies! Lifts my depression!! Thank you so much!!! 😘😘😘😘
I love seeing this, it's amazing <3 And the sea monster, and monday morning Gummitch purrs, and... oh, I love your cat videos, they make my life better. And my partners' lives too, as I share them.
I sometimes have a bit more than expected remain at the end of the month and while it's not every month, I always feel so happy to know it helps you. I can't come over and help, I'm on the wrong side of an ocean, but since finding Harpo... there is one more thing that makes me smile. Even through tears. And that's thanks to you sharing videos of him, the others, the fosters.
Our will be done, may you have stable housing, a good health insurance, teeth that don't give you trouble, a heart surgery that helps, and lovely kittens to train!
Every time I see one of the stickers, I smile! And sometimes I go to YT just to play one of the playlists, to hear his song, listen to your words, and see the burglaring <3
I'm so proud of you Rain, I hope everything goes well and wish you the best at training the little gray babies, you are an amazing person and are great with the kittens 💞
There's a bunch of different ways to help me keep the colorful kitty wonderland here.
We love you Rain! You share so much with us. I am so happy that the little greys bring you joy and happiness. You have a lot of love to share!
This is WONDERFUL.
If I had not lost my shit completely once I was finally in safe housing again, it would have looked like this a couple months after I moved in, and you all would have gotten to see Harpo picking up stuffies from all over the place.
I now know that kind of psychotic break is actually fairly common among people who have lived for a long time under conditions of extreme stress, like homelessness, domestic violence, or war, once they reach safety. There comes a point where the pressure is the only thing that is holding you together, so once the pressure is finally gone, you fly all to pieces.
As someone whose spouse suffers from c-PTSD after 22 years of neglect and abuse, you are absolutely right. They didn’t fall apart until after we had lived together for several years, and it was a cascade. Still picking up the pieces but the glue keeps disappearing…
I’m so sorry. I hope you are both getting therapy.
They are. I should too, but time constraints…
yeah, well, there's a reason they call it 'losing', it's not like you let it go on purpose, it just ran off. bummer! how SO not helpful! but Harpo and the others loved/love you no matter what! believe me, thinking about 'what could have been just steals joy from NOW.
"the cruelest prison is the one we build for ourselves out of fear and regret." - Warehouse 13
We love you, Rain, and you give those kitties so much love. I hope you get to keep them because they bring you so much joy.
Donated a little, Happy holidays.
I'm here and helping every chance I get! Its small right now but hoping to contribute more to seeing your vision of the future successful! HARPO'S MOM DESERVES PEACE AND Happiness!
Sobbing…
I hope you realize even on your bad days Rain, that you still matter. Every moment is a chance for cards to turn in your favor and it's hard to turn them over some days....I know it's hard to want to get up and keep trying. I don't always want to but until nature itself stops me I'll keep trying even when it hurts because if I don't it will make all the people who did believe in me, all the furry hearts I've loved who are waiting for me, I feel like I would be letting them down by not trying to take one more step. Maybe that's just me but....I hope it helps you know their are so many hands and paws holding you up Rain! WE WANT THE BEST FOR YOU!
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Nova in Washington
Who is the adorable void?
Her name is Nova.
Hahaha, I thought that referred to you. I knew someone whose daughter was named Nova.
My name...I go by either Rayven or Beelz depending which group of friends I'm with, High-school or later. Lol. I aged up a little differently.
Purrfect kitten wonderland! Sending love and doing what I can to help 🎄🫶🏽
You deserve all the love and happiness! 🥰 I’ll up my monthly donation on Ko-Fi so you can get there!!!
Sobbing
If I ever travel to the US I will visit you and give you a hug. You have so much love to give and deserve so much love and happiness in return. 🥰
These kittens couldn’t ever find a better home. Go on and train them and take that happiness for yourself!! ❤️
Where are you?
I’m in Austria, Europe! :) So I’ll send you a virtual hug for now. ❤️
Switched up to 10$ a month, hope it helps.
Thank you.
Omg you don’t know how happy your posts make me every time I see them! First with Harpo and now the babies! Lifts my depression!! Thank you so much!!! 😘😘😘😘
Thank you, I always appreciate hearing things like this.
I’m so glad you found that spark.
I don’t really have any spark at the moment, not yet, but I’m a little closer to ignition than I was.
I’m so glad you found a spark. It’s something at least
Yes, yes, yes, our will be done!!!
I love seeing this, it's amazing <3 And the sea monster, and monday morning Gummitch purrs, and... oh, I love your cat videos, they make my life better. And my partners' lives too, as I share them.
I sometimes have a bit more than expected remain at the end of the month and while it's not every month, I always feel so happy to know it helps you. I can't come over and help, I'm on the wrong side of an ocean, but since finding Harpo... there is one more thing that makes me smile. Even through tears. And that's thanks to you sharing videos of him, the others, the fosters.
Our will be done, may you have stable housing, a good health insurance, teeth that don't give you trouble, a heart surgery that helps, and lovely kittens to train!
I’m glad he still brings you joy
Every time I see one of the stickers, I smile! And sometimes I go to YT just to play one of the playlists, to hear his song, listen to your words, and see the burglaring <3
donated through kofi, and gonna do another round of shopping of Harpo merch when i get paid this friday!
I'm so proud of you Rain, I hope everything goes well and wish you the best at training the little gray babies, you are an amazing person and are great with the kittens 💞
Thank you