Katherine is an “entity” that I have had experiences with since I was about 10 years old. I will attempt to clearly illustrate these experiences for record keeping. I started having dreams of Katherine when around 10 years old. At this point I was still in elementary school, and my dreams would start out in this type of environment too. At this stage in my life, these dreams would consist of Katherine watching me, silently, from a distance. Usually I would be in the school yard playing with friends, and Katherine would be some distance away; just gazing at me. My dreams of her continued like this for some years, it was only some years later that I began to experience her interacting more directly with me. However, before I continue onto those years; I want to first pause and take note of two dreams during my initial years of dreaming of her that stood out from the rest, and perhaps set the stage for things later in the future… The first dream was The Cabin Dream, now I won’t get into the specific details of this dream, or other dreams as that is another document in itself; but I will be able to provide that document as well to use as a reference to dreams set the stage, and stood out because these dreams took place in my very initial encounters with her, and at a time when dreams of her were limited to her watching me from a distance; not interacting in a more direct manner as shown in these dreams. Although the cabin dream was much more confrontational and direct than the apocalyptic dream. Now moving forward some years after my initial years of dreams of her is when things started to become more than just your typical dream. Although, this is not to say that the dreams themselves weren’t important. Dreams of Katherine were and have remained distinct from my usual dreams. Katherine's dreams are more vivid from normal dreams, and Katherine is not a random dream character; her looks from dream to dream do not change in any meaningful way; and her presence is always the same. Now in my initial years, it was just dreams of Katherine; but as time went on..the dreams began to have her start to interact with me; but in subtle ways. For instance, she would watch me for most of the dream, but then towards the end, she would try to approach me. I would usually try to avoid her throughout the dream. Sometimes she would try to physically interact with me, like placing a hand on my shoulder; but I would avoid any physical touch in dreams as well.

There was one very odd dream around this time, this dream took place when my family and I went to a summer cabin, one we went to every summer when I was growing up. What was interesting was that the dream took place at that very cabin, during that very night. The dream went as follows. I went to bed in real life and woke up in the middle of the night in the dream. With my sister. The cabin and everything looked just as it did in real life, and the experience was as vivid as it feels in waking life. It honestly felt like more than a dream. The events of the dream took place (Katherine approaching the cabin from outside, my sister and I sneaking out to try and confront her via ambush style, her whacking my sister over the head with a lantern she was holding in her hand, in self defense.. And me running back to cabin; just barely making it inside safely). This was when Katerine asked me to let me in, I did not. Eventually she left, and my sister and I snuck back upstairs, went back to bed and woke up in real life. It was pretty disorientating when waking up.

Around this time is when I started to feel her presence in waking life as well. It started out occasionally, and just as night, gone by the morning. Then as time went on, it gradually began to feel her presence every night; usually I would feel her “arrival” around dusk…then into the whole night, usually in my bedroom; by my closet. Once I fell asleep, then woke up; her presence was gone. There was never any kind of negative feeling associated with her presence, although as a kid I was a bit spooked; until I got used to feeling her presence. It would continue like this for years, I would even get to the point where I would look forward to when it was nighttime, because I would feel her return. This would happen regardless of whether I had a dream of her, or not. Of course, it was always a feeling of being silently observed by her; and sometimes this would bother me. Not because she felt negative, but because it seemed like I wouldn't truly be alone, especially at night.

It continued like this through my teen years, and through my teen years is when I went through the various phases of thinking she was some sort of demonic entity; not because she ever did anything to scare me; but because I was told not to trust her, by people I trusted. Mostly, my sister. This was a point of major contention for Katherine and I. Eventually this boiled over to where Katherine confronted me about this directly; and subtly dropped some first hints of the nature of our bond in the form of a very vivid dream. This being The Mirror Dream. This is the dream where she told me “I am a part of you, as you are of me” while standing in front of a mirror.

After this dream is when I began to be able to put words to what I suspected, or felt at some subconscious level; but I was far from having any real clarity at this point. I did not gain any true clarity until my 20s began. Also, until I stopped mistrusting her.

My 20th birthday is when everything changed, basically. On my 20th birthday, Katherine did some sort of energetic thing, which felt powerful; and overwhelming. It started at night, when I would usually feel her presence, I felt a warm pulsing sensation on my left upper half of my foot. This sensation continued for some minutes, until it suddenly surged up my left leg and into my whole body, quite literally making my back arch up. I was laying on my back in bed at this point. This was the one and only time she did that, however even to this day, I can still feel a subtle pulse of warm energy on my foot on occasion.

After this, I would experience Katherine more instantly in waking life for a while. I would also get the more important dreams of Katherine during this time period too; before things settled to what they are now..although some things have since returned. I would experience knocking on walls, hearing footsteps in the house when either everyone was asleep or I was home alone. This was also the time that my pets at the time seemed to also notice something was off. My dog would bark at nothing, like at the stairs for example. This behavior was off for him, and since these initial experiences he hasn't acted quite this way before (except very recently, as I said, things seem to be getting more intense again). My cat would get all stiff while looking at the wall, or towards the closet (where her presence is usually most concentrated).

There was even the time that I saw a woman walking out of my front wooden gate, but she made no noise, and phased through the gate instead of opening it… I only witnessed this for a brief moment as I was coming upstairs from the basement which is when I saw the woman. Her back was turned to me, and she was basically already at the gate… however she was wearing all black and had dark hair (just like Katherine). Plus the fact that she passed through the gate without opening it.. Around this time is also when I started to try and communicate with her in waking life. See, I was a bit frustrated because I did not fully understand who she was, or what she wanted with me; and she did not communicate much, at least not verbally. The only times when I would get verbal communication was in dreams, and often it was short and to the point.

Katherine does not favor verbal communication, she favors non-verbal communication via telepathy through direct eye contact. Her eyes are intense and penetrating. She communicates more this way, but I am not always good at understanding what. Often, there is no human word equivalent of what she communicates; just a knowing feeling, images and sensations. When, she does communicate with words, its in dreams and blunt, usually just a sentence or two.

So, continuing, I did have some successful attempts of contact with her. Mainly via meditation, and dream contact where I was able to become lucid, aka the Surgery Dream. Through these dreams, and other encounters; I was able to get some more direct communication from her, via words. I was told things like:

you are not ready for a relationship, I am (dream) While your mind and body might be weak, it is your spirit that attracts me to you (dream) We are twins and Twins (dreams and synchronicity) You will be with me (telepathy?) Let me in (dream) Not part of her plan (not by her directly, in dream) You are ready (telepathy, most recently ?)

Like I said, short and to the point. This often frustrated me, because I always ended up with more questions than answers. I put more validity to messages in dreams than telepathy, as at least I can verify it was her and not my own thoughts, or something. However, I take note of it still, just in case.

Now, Katherine also communicated with me in a rather physical manner, as well. I would discover symbols on my body. Like my skin would become red (like if it got scratched, or irritated) in a very particular way, in the shape of an M. This happened to me a few times. I would notice it while taking a shower. Always on my thigh. This was also around the time that the shower curtain opened and closed again, right after I stepped in. That was spooky, and that shower ended prematurely. After some brief research, by literally googling “M shaped symbol”.. I found out about Ehwaz. Which is a norse rune that is in the shape of an M. Much like the one I found on me. This was also the first time I learned of runes. Of course, this was only a possibility, it could mean anything, or nothing. I am not aware if Katherine could have any personal connection with norse mythology, or their runes. I personally do not, I am Eastern European (Ukrainian), by birth. Although I live in the United States.

Around this time I also tried random meditation videos, and one of them was a twin flame hypnosis/meditation style YouTube video. Now, after Katherine told me that we were twins, and I kept getting bombarded with twin synchronicity around her in waking life, I did research and came upon twin flame stuff; but after a bit decided that was not what she meant; or at least not the romanticized version of it. Plus, most of those people thought every ex or lover was their twin flame! Then would be heartbroken after a breakup. This has not been my experience with Katherine, her and I, is more like we came through source together, at the same time, as a pair. With dual-polirity. That is my understanding thus far. So twin in the literal sense. The one thing I did relate with, with the twin flame community was the runner and chaser aspect of it, as I am always running from Katherine in dreams, sometimes literally; sometimes in a symbolic manner.

So going back to the hypnosis, it was one of those “meet your twin flame” types of guided meditations. I was actually pretty skeptical, because it’s just some random video on YouTube, but I decided to try it anyway. The video itself was unremarkable, as you can probably have guessed, it was what happened after the video that caught me off guard. Basically, I did the video at night, right before bed, in my bedroom. I actually stopped the video halfway through, maybe not even that far, but when I stopped the video and put the phone down ( I was playing it on my phone, with headphones on); is when I felt a sudden familiar presence erupt into my bedroom. It was Katherine. However, this time, her presence felt Heavy, thick, and overwhelming. I actually hid under my covers on my bed because of this. I eventually fell asleep and when I did I had a series of very vivid dreams, that night, and the following 2 nights. That night I dreamed that I had been running from Katherine for many lifetimes, perhaps all of my lifetimes. In each lifetime, I would devise new ways to evade her, and she in return would find new ways to chase me. When I woke up that morning (first night). Her overwhelming presence was gone. I still had vivid dreams the following two nights, but I did not feel her presence erupt into my bedroom like that again.

Also, in my 20s is when I began to be able to feel Katherine’s presence at random times during the day too, and when I would get lots of synchronicity and energetic experiences similar to the foot thing, but not as intense. One experience I had was when I felt her energetically “embrace” me, and I felt this warmth spread from the center of my chest outwards into my whole upper torso. The synchronicity would be like waking up from one of her dreams and it happens to be exactly 3:33am or 4:44am in the morning. This happened enough times that it stopped feeling like a coincidence. Or noticing random things at the same time that I’d be thinking of her or one of the dreams, like noticing a book titled “we are twins” while walking my dog and listening to music. It was in a “little book library” that someone had in their front yard (for neighbors to borrow and leave books in). I was listening to music and deep in thought as I usually am. I was walking towards the direction of this book library (its like a very large bird house) and got the “urge” to check it. I wasn’t going to, but as I was going to pass it, I decided why not. I checked it with disinterest, because I am not much of a book reader, and these book libraries never have anything I’d want. However, the very first book I saw was literally titled “we are twins”... It made me pause and have an “oh!” moment. Then I continued on my way.

I would get other moments like this, like while driving, and thinking of her, just as I mentally thought her name “Katherine” I would turn my head and see a big billboard with M on it. Like the letter M was a company logo, and the timing of seeing that and thinking of her was interesting. However, that didn’t stick out to me like the book incident. It does make me wonder how synchronicities happen, like I could have easily walked past that little library, and I do…almost 100% of the time, but that ONE time I didn't, and there just happened to be a book there with a title like that? I try not to think too much about the possible nature of synchronicities. I am sure some are just patterns my mind notices, but others feel different, like the book incident, or waking up at 3:33am after one of her dreams.

I will end this account, at this point for now, I will update it in the future and still need to make the dream one, which would be useful when reading this