by this i mean, whenever i’m texting someone and our relationship extends a little bit i panic, go on fight o flight mode basically and end things. the trigger could be a kiss or even after some time in general passes where the relationship grows. i’ve never bren good with people and i’m very very awkward, and every step further feels like a commitment too heavy to handle, which leads to me panicking and ending things, which also is a pretty douchy thing as i completely ignore the other persons feelings, but usually this happens early on in the relationship to not be too dramatic. the problem is that i actually want a romantic connection tho, i just wish i didn’t panic so easily