I see them everywhere, the black and white squares. Everything I do is a move, every mistake I make is a blunder. I see myself as a king so I can only move one step at a time, and if a queen (woman) comes near me she puts me into check. It actually now causes a pain response in my brain any time I get checked especially if it is from a queen (woman). I had to divorce my ex wife because I couldn’t come within 1 square of her (1 meter) without feeling an intense stabbing pain in my balls. I can’t ride horses anymore like I used to because they end up just jumping in strange L movements and throwing me from them. I tried therapy but they just told me the world isn’t so black and white, I guess the irony was lost on me…